THE 3rd MEMORY

this is the day when i felt happy but not a happy from my heart

i never felt tht strange in me before...

i tot tht a me tht is laughing is alwaz a true laugh...

but 2day is really juz not ME...

i laugh i smile i chat...

but evryting tings seems juz so fake...

me tht is pretending tht im not worry bout anyting for pas few months...

starting to fel wrong...

i chat lesser n lesser wit my frenz especially wit their trouble n worries...

me in my pas shoes wil alwaz b my frenz side when they ned me 2 borrow them my ears...

to hear bout their worries n problems...

but now im dif i juz change but duno y....

2day when i was in school...

i chat alot bout my ting wit szcien n ling...

but i stil cant hav a proper way n advise from them bout how 2 solve my worries...

but den nvm i dun mind tht they din giv me a clear advise..

coz evryting include my problem..

i hav 2 solve it myself...

im sory 2 say even alot ppl noe tht im selfish n i've change...

but tis is me for the time being...

i juz ned a time where im the 1 tht is WEAK...

hmm...T-T

~jO~