the 24TH memory

a YES or NO???

hmm....u speak through your mouth...

but what you speak n talk will it really be the words that lay deep in your heart?

can your words really be trusted???

its been a month since we talk...n text...

you dont seem to care when we dont texts...

so why in the sudden give me such a suprise..that you wanted me to give you an answer..

you seem to be good...but is it the true you..??

there is someone better standing in the dark waiting for you...

you know she loves you more then i do..

i feel bad...

o even can say as worse...

you just seem to ask this in a wrong time...

my heart is full with someone else shadow...

for the time being...

~JO~

THE 23rd MEMORY

WhT ShoULD i DO?????

why do we hav to hav such LUCK!!!?

REALLY MAKING US

out of strength out of energy

tired of doing it...

sick of failing...

burden burden burden....

why should my troop hav to hav such burden....

those teachers juz shout out their demand n intend

we should finish up wht they started to command....

we r human not their pets....

cant we juz hav their approval to do wht we intend to do???

having a campfire isn't tht hard....

but why cant they juz let us hav it...

n without putting such stupid burden on us anymore....

i juz wan a CAMPFIRE not a so cal...

CAMP AGONG...

fine...if u wan us to hav it...okay we wil do it...

but campfire wil stil be the main of anyting....

having our 50th anniversary means alot to US...

but i guess it mean noting to those XXXX

open up ur eyes...

try to thinking...

wil the camp u demand really works????

dont try to demand us to do anyting

without caring us n knowing wht WE r thinking...

i really juz wan our campfire to work...

really really....

hah...wht can i do to really make it work??

i really am a bit useless....

sory...guys...i make u guys worry n burden instead of making it easier for u all to get approval...

sory....

hmm....

~JO~