THE 31st MEMORY

ITS NO LONGER LOVE WHEN THE FEELING OF BITTER COMES AROUND

WHEN ITS THE TIME TO LET GO...

WE SHOULD...

PUTTING EFFORT IN IT ONCE TWICE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH...

DOING YOUR BEST WILL MAKE YOU THE BEST...

EVERYTHING THAT U HAD DONE WILL DEFINITELY MAKE YOU SOMEONE WHICH IS TOUGHER AND

YOU WILL CHERISH THINGS AROUND YOU...

NO MATTER HOW THE ENDING MAY BE...

MEMORIES WHICH LIES WITHIN WILL NEVER CHANGE..

THINGS MIGHT NOT BE AS WHAT WE HAD PLAN...

BUT DON'T REGRET ON OUR ACTIONS...

WORTH IT OR NOT....ITS NOT A QUESTION ITS A STATEMENT FROM UR HEART WHETHER HOW MUCH U CHERISH UR MOMENT WITH HER...

YOU HAD DONE UR BEST...

WE KNOW AND WE CAN SEE IT...

FRIEND MAY BE BETTER THAN LOVER...SOMETIMES

fart fart^^

~JO~

the 30TH memory

IM JUST AN ORDINARY GIRL..

there's time when i get left out alone sometimes...

feel bad and down...

but it just seems like there always a better tomorrow...MAY BE

thinking about it doesn't make me feel better...

knowing that how deep it feels like doesn't make it sound good...

pretending to be happy doesn't always succeed in...

acting tough and strong....

just a side of me...

time by time....things just cant be pretend...

i may look tough but i wanted protection too...

i may look independent but i wanted someone to depend on too

i may look happy but i might feel down inside of me

i may smile but not from my heart...

there's always time where i felt that....

letting myself be another side of me might be the best way of being me...

but im wrong...

there will always be times where i want to be selfish...

i wanted to change i doesn't feel like being the one that i am now...

i wanted to cry laugh and show how weak i am actually...

im just an ordinary girl which seems to be very simple minded...

~jo~

THE 29th MEMORY

JUST THE BEGINNING

been in college for a week plus...

everything seems fine and i get to know some friends...

but..

i still haven't get use to it yet...

attending classes meeting classmates which seems like a stranger..

everything just doesn't seem right yet..

gosh!!

and now again im totally feeling bad over my friend's issue...

poor thing...

she just simply gotta cope with it no matter how...

u are the toughest...don't worry u can do it!!

time pass fast..

there's always an end to problems...hehe^^

don't worry we will be there for u anytime and anywhere...

as we always know...

losing something very very very important now might not be the end of your life!!

keep on going u will get a better one...

thinking about my friends stuff more than my stuff...god!!

i should really care for my thing before start being busy around with theirs....><

im just simply kind of...jealous sometimes....

i wanted to get out of the XxxxxX and XxxxX life...

tired of thinking about it..

i wanted something different...badly....

~JO~

the 28TH memory

HURTFUL WORDS!!

a simple ordinary and playful guy

makes everything when wrong!!

just a simple misunderstanding and a few harshful words makes everything when upside down!!

i dont like seeing u guys being apart...

both of u care for each other...

staying as friends for 5 years arent that easy...

stop being so mean and harsh just because of a simple matter...

love and friends

can be kept as long as u know how to manage!!

dear buddies [kkc@lyw]

wa,

^^

we both know that u are a straight forward person...and i know u mean every word u say...

but try dont be too harsh on kc...

your words hurt her so much...

she is the besties of all your buddy...

kc,

^^

u know that wa care for u so much that sometimes she really mean everything she say...and seriously deeply mean every word of it!!

change your boy and maybe things will be different...hehe

if he really loves u

he will listen to every of your words...

wa can change paul

u can change boon

ALSO!!

prove to us that he is as great as u say he is!! hehe^^

later on next week

school gonna start...

><

i will sure miss my holidays so much...

and also no more being free and easy at home....

u 2 must miss me ah!!

~jo~

THE 27th MEMORY

ITS BEEN A WHILE

sorry for my bloggie...its been so long since i didn't update!! ><

secondary life its over and done..

soon getting in college life...really does freak me out a bit..

cant really get used to the situation of getting mature and being in a college..

knowing new friends and getting along with those with have more mature mind and thinking..

this might be fun...and deeply hoping to get used to it very soon...hehe^^

starting college at may 4th..

just a week away...

i wish i have longer holidays...

but im getting lazier every minutes hehe XP

there's a reason why i started back blogging...

i've read one of my friend's blog...

"the inner me!!"

she wrote out every single words that means deeply in her heart...

and telling us the true her...and what she really feel for the guy...

eventhough me and yi wa might not get to know why and what she felt for that guy...

but i can sense it that u really like him...hehe...

when love comes around everything around will seems right for u...!!

my dear buddy, [kkc]

eventhough i might not agreed to why u choose him..but if u do love him...

change him n cherish every moment that u have with him!! hehe^^

take time and get to know him even deeper...and make everything stable...

show us u can do it hehe^^

add oil!! ^^

~jO~

the 26TH memory

hOw LonG cAn mY bLoG SuRviVe??

ah.....tired....soon its trial...

damn scare...

haiz...><

count down...18days...to my trial...gosh....

my mind is kep spinning right round right round...

things turn badly tis few weeks....

i hate going tru tis few weeks...

its lik killing me...!!

i've saw things tht i HATE so much....

i've been cold for few weeks...

i've juz SICK...

hmph....

i hope it past fast....

HATE MY ATTITUDE n TEMPER in the meantime....!!

im juz not ME!!!

T_T

~JO~

THE 25th MEMORY

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I TOUCH MY BLOG

exam had just over but everyting seems so dull...

n remain the same as usual...

as i noe time dun left muc...

i ned to focus on my studies gosh BORING!!

hmm...

tiring day n boring....

everything in my mind is juz SCOUT SCOUT SCOUT

n SCOUT...

hmm....the paper work the performance the gajet...

my training classes...

n my poor tuition classes...

when can i juz dump those thing off to the rubbish bin...!!

haiz...

mum want me to take undang test but im just scared n im not ready yet

what reason can giv??

im just so useless in the meantime

cant do things right...making a wrong decision...

feeling bad....

arghhh...

im hopeless...!!

hmph....

my mood is stinky tonight!!

tears drops on my guitar but it seems is on my piano...

>.<

i juz hope everyting wil be fine for the campfire...

n thankz so muc for my dancers...

hope u guys enjoy wht i intend to plan...

hehe^^

weng fei try it n u wil noe it wht is dancing about hehe^^

nitez....

JO