THE 31st MEMORY

ITS NO LONGER LOVE WHEN THE FEELING OF BITTER COMES AROUND

WHEN ITS THE TIME TO LET GO...

WE SHOULD...

PUTTING EFFORT IN IT ONCE TWICE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH...

DOING YOUR BEST WILL MAKE YOU THE BEST...

EVERYTHING THAT U HAD DONE WILL DEFINITELY MAKE YOU SOMEONE WHICH IS TOUGHER AND

YOU WILL CHERISH THINGS AROUND YOU...

NO MATTER HOW THE ENDING MAY BE...

MEMORIES WHICH LIES WITHIN WILL NEVER CHANGE..

THINGS MIGHT NOT BE AS WHAT WE HAD PLAN...

BUT DON'T REGRET ON OUR ACTIONS...

WORTH IT OR NOT....ITS NOT A QUESTION ITS A STATEMENT FROM UR HEART WHETHER HOW MUCH U CHERISH UR MOMENT WITH HER...

YOU HAD DONE UR BEST...

WE KNOW AND WE CAN SEE IT...

FRIEND MAY BE BETTER THAN LOVER...SOMETIMES

fart fart^^

~JO~

the 30TH memory

IM JUST AN ORDINARY GIRL..

there's time when i get left out alone sometimes...

feel bad and down...

but it just seems like there always a better tomorrow...MAY BE

thinking about it doesn't make me feel better...

knowing that how deep it feels like doesn't make it sound good...

pretending to be happy doesn't always succeed in...

acting tough and strong....

just a side of me...

time by time....things just cant be pretend...

i may look tough but i wanted protection too...

i may look independent but i wanted someone to depend on too

i may look happy but i might feel down inside of me

i may smile but not from my heart...

there's always time where i felt that....

letting myself be another side of me might be the best way of being me...

but im wrong...

there will always be times where i want to be selfish...

i wanted to change i doesn't feel like being the one that i am now...

i wanted to cry laugh and show how weak i am actually...

im just an ordinary girl which seems to be very simple minded...

~jo~

THE 29th MEMORY

JUST THE BEGINNING

been in college for a week plus...

everything seems fine and i get to know some friends...

but..

i still haven't get use to it yet...

attending classes meeting classmates which seems like a stranger..

everything just doesn't seem right yet..

gosh!!

and now again im totally feeling bad over my friend's issue...

poor thing...

she just simply gotta cope with it no matter how...

u are the toughest...don't worry u can do it!!

time pass fast..

there's always an end to problems...hehe^^

don't worry we will be there for u anytime and anywhere...

as we always know...

losing something very very very important now might not be the end of your life!!

keep on going u will get a better one...

thinking about my friends stuff more than my stuff...god!!

i should really care for my thing before start being busy around with theirs....><

im just simply kind of...jealous sometimes....

i wanted to get out of the XxxxxX and XxxxX life...

tired of thinking about it..

i wanted something different...badly....

~JO~

the 28TH memory

HURTFUL WORDS!!

a simple ordinary and playful guy

makes everything when wrong!!

just a simple misunderstanding and a few harshful words makes everything when upside down!!

i dont like seeing u guys being apart...

both of u care for each other...

staying as friends for 5 years arent that easy...

stop being so mean and harsh just because of a simple matter...

love and friends

can be kept as long as u know how to manage!!

dear buddies [kkc@lyw]

wa,

^^

we both know that u are a straight forward person...and i know u mean every word u say...

but try dont be too harsh on kc...

your words hurt her so much...

she is the besties of all your buddy...

kc,

^^

u know that wa care for u so much that sometimes she really mean everything she say...and seriously deeply mean every word of it!!

change your boy and maybe things will be different...hehe

if he really loves u

he will listen to every of your words...

wa can change paul

u can change boon

ALSO!!

prove to us that he is as great as u say he is!! hehe^^

later on next week

school gonna start...

><

i will sure miss my holidays so much...

and also no more being free and easy at home....

u 2 must miss me ah!!

~jo~