the 20TH memory

the feeling wil never be the same

THINGS WIL NEVER BE SAME AS LAST TIME...

SORY

NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I SAY SORY

I CANT CHANGE ANYTHING....

IM REALLY SELFISH THIS TIME...

I JUZ DUNO Y I CANT ACCEPT IT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY..

THE WAY YOU ACT N U RESPOND REALLY MAKE ME HARD TO ACCEPT THT U R LIK THT

I THOUGHT I NOE U ONCE VERY CLOSE

BUT SINCE U DONE THOSE TING

IM REALLY CONFUSED WHO IS THE REAL U..

THE ONE WHO IS OVER SENSITIVE

OR SUM1 WHO REALLY CARE BOUT ME TOO MUCH...

I CANT EVEN NOE WHICH 1 CHOULD I JUDGE ON U...

TIS IS THE 2ND TIME I'VE JUDGE PPL WRONGLY...

I DUN MIND BEING WRONG...BUT IM REALLY SUPRISE WITH IT...

THING WIL NOT BE THE SAME....

MAYB TIMES HELP

BUT IN THE MEAN TIME I GUESS

THIS IS WHT MAKES THE BEZ FOR ME....

COZ I REALLY DUNO WHT SHOULD I DO IN FRONT OF U...

I CANT FORCE MYSELF TO BE ACTING LIK NOTHING BUT IN MY HEART

THERE IS A TORN...

I DUN LIK TO LIE O EVEN FAKE IN FRONT OF U

SO NO MATTER HOW HARD TO ACCPET I'LL TEL U...

BUT I CAN REALLY JUZ SAY ITS ALL GONNA BE DIFFERENT

SORY...

TO YENG LING AND XIN...

I NOE SINCE TIS TING HAPPEN I'VE BOTHER U GUYS ALOT...

SORY...

~jo~